once i tried to integrate and modernize
learnt my lines knew my crimes cut my ties
survival was not a priority
survival was not a priority
did not take me long to realize
i can't take all of your sides
summoned as a single wound bleeds
more sharks than i could ever feed
just then i knew
that nothing i do
will ever change you
sets of extroverted eyes
cutting me back down to size
social-life-support failing
regenerate another shell
to replicate all of this pain
just then i knew
that nothing i do
will ever change you
a human shield
a human shield
i never listen to intention
just the sound of the bodies
falling
last time when the shadows surrounded the light
i had to shoot through
my human shield
just then i knew
that nothing i do
will ever change you
when will you see
that none of this is me?
it's never easy
[–] alvinshotjuicebox [S] ago