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[–] Maroonsaint 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
Nothin can cheer me up. Idk what to do. I felt good then my head turned on me and I started thinking about suicide again. It’s like these thoughts follow me around and then they just start seeping in. They’re like my shadow or some shit. I’m sure this will last several days it usually does. Then it’ll go away and I’ll feel awesome. Then it’ll come back and so on. It gets really old. It wears you down after a while it gets worse Everytime. Years and years of it. I would rather just die but I’ll take a dick pic tooo
[–] i_yam_wat_i_yam ago
Surely this has a cause. I would bet that either bad or repetitive dreams go along with this, unless you partake of cannabis which suppresses dreaming.
Try noticing what actions you take that coincide with this. Could it be the weather (Seasonal Affective Disorder)? Maybe it's certain foods that do it. It could be that certain people you're around have this effect. Possibly the media you're consuming. It could be as fundamental as a lack of purpose and motivation towards a goal. Social isolation is another big one. Lack of exercise can cause it as well.
I suffered from depression for years and still do on occasion. I always find a reason behind it, like not having a job (obviously) or if I don't eat well. Many of the things I listed above have contributed to or caused my depression.
[–] edgydude69 ago
I just started taking medication again today. Maybe you should? I mean, heroin would feel better than ssri’s, but how would I continue to be productive for ‘society’? At least this way I can be useful to my children.
[–] oneinchterror ago
About how old are you, Maroon? I usually picture you as a guy in his mid 30s. Am I off the mark?
[–] goatsandbros 0 points 12 points 12 points (+12|-0) ago
If you feel that way, you're probably unsatisfied with your current self. Die in a spiritual sense, and become your true self. Spend some time thinking and reflecting on what this means to you, then make it happen. Don't an hero, goat. Don't let the devil win.
[–] pimplepeter ago
are psychedelics required for this? lol.
[–] goatsandbros ago (edited ago)
No, just honesty, to begin with.
[–] Maroonsaint 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
It’s hard to explain. I’m already done. It’s just a matter of killing myself now. It’s not a god thing. I don’t want there to be a god. And if there is. Surely he can understand as he created this shit. Life is like a dream. I’m gonna wake up. Iv never been here it wasn’t real
[–] WickedVocalist ago
Are you a suicide killer?
[–] KikesOnTrikes 0 points 3 points 3 points (+3|-0) ago
Go watch some Wes Watson videos and report back. Also, quit being a fucking bitch and man the fuck up. Shut that bullshit in your head put and start doing some fucking exercises.
Go outside and stop filling your life with negativity from Voat. Eat healthy, drink water, and quit poisoning yourself with shit food and shit habits.
When the basics are good you are good brother. It's hard to start but the first step is to quit being a fucking bitch. Get down and do some pushup even if you cant do 1.
[–] 21485224? 0 points 4 points 4 points (+4|-0) ago
I went through this process. I learned that my ideal self shits on the floor a lot.
[–] zxcvzxcv 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago (edited ago)
honeypots or floor? make up your mind!