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[–] mmmmdonuts ago 

Hey rant away, It does sound like your current therapist is the best choice after hearing about the other ones.

Since when is fitness bad for anyone? I get if there is an ED involved but exercise is good for the mind. Of course I am a body builder and it's my passion, and I do realize that you can overdo it if it's exhausting you mentally and physically, but in most cases getting out and pumping some iron or running a mile can do the mind good. You just gotta keep up with the calorie intake, which is really hard for someone with an ED :(

Lorazepam is addictive, wtf. I have a prescription for it, I only take it 3x a week though as anymore I will build a tolerance for it and I'll need more, and I want it all the time. I only take it right before dialysis though otherwise I can't sleep at the hospital.

Also I have a social worker as well who's dumb as a bag of rocks. Anything I ask her she has to Google. FFS. What's up with that.

Thanks for listening to my rant, hope I didn't offend you in anyway. I am extremely self conscious in my looks with how I was raised, but have never been anorexic. I don't know how it feels to be in your shoes so I apologies if I said anything wrong.

Also if you have Instagram I can PM you my name and we can support eachother on there if you feel comfortable enough :)