Don’t. They make you numb. Once you realize that the depression is still there you fall down further. Was diagnosed with major depressive disorder with melancholic features. Basically life had greyed out and I enjoyed nothing. Before I got really bad I worked out a shit ton and it did help, but happiness was absent. You can’t survive on endorphins alone. The antidepressants and mood stabilizers only made it worse. Two things did work: low dose slow release adderal and magic mushrooms. To get the adderal prescribed off label you have to jump through a ton of hoops. Mushrooms are better imo. Do them with a close friend who has done them before and in a safe,comfortable and CLEAN place. I always felt great for about two months afterwards. Now comes the hard part. After you stabilize your mood work on yourself. My turning point came when I realized that nothing really matters so only the shit I want to care about matters. Fuck everything else. Good luck to you bud.
[–] Maltherian1 ago
Don’t. They make you numb. Once you realize that the depression is still there you fall down further. Was diagnosed with major depressive disorder with melancholic features. Basically life had greyed out and I enjoyed nothing. Before I got really bad I worked out a shit ton and it did help, but happiness was absent. You can’t survive on endorphins alone. The antidepressants and mood stabilizers only made it worse. Two things did work: low dose slow release adderal and magic mushrooms. To get the adderal prescribed off label you have to jump through a ton of hoops. Mushrooms are better imo. Do them with a close friend who has done them before and in a safe,comfortable and CLEAN place. I always felt great for about two months afterwards. Now comes the hard part. After you stabilize your mood work on yourself. My turning point came when I realized that nothing really matters so only the shit I want to care about matters. Fuck everything else. Good luck to you bud.