I've been there, but it does get better. Try to find a Meetup group in your area with people who share some interests. You can find game nights, pub crawls, outdoor activities. When I moved to a new city and didn't know anyone it really made a difference. Good luck, hang in there and know that good things are really about to happen. Q is real and Trump is leading us to a much better world. And to be honest, weed might really help your mood. If you are in a place where you can buy it.
Life is pointless without direction. Having a spiritual base will help you build a life worth living. A lot of people here are suggesting Jesus. I am sure you have heard his message but I am going to guess you have not heard of Cosmotheism. Have a listen to the videos on this website. If you can get past the corny music and graphics, there is an incredible message that might help you get your shit together and live a purposeful life.
I had a similar problem six years ago. Down and out was an understatement as I felt that I had a chemical instability. Since using cannabis, all of that went away and I have been able to regulate my weight. Coming from a guy who could be fine one day and barely make it out of bed the next - cannabis gave me my life back, and in fact removed my anxiety to a point where I now function normally in my job role as a trainer at a very busy company. Working where I’m at now would have been nearly impossible. So look into it.
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God made you. He wants you alive. We all do.
You are never alone. Loneliness is an illusion. God is always your friend.