[–] 20631614? 1 point 4 points 5 points (+5|-1) ago
OP, DO NOT start taking drugs (weed). It induces a mind altering state and is bad for your spiritual health. Instead go to a church, read the bible and pray. God can help you out of the hole. I'm almost exactly like you, ssri, weight, hair fleeing, etc.
I'm talking from experience. I'll pray for you.
[–] 20628939? 1 point 3 points 4 points (+4|-1) ago (edited ago)
There is a reason those of us how move past the black pill embrace the concept of Clown World. You can choose to focus on the negativity in the world and become depressed or you can choose to step back and laugh at the absurdity of it all.
[–] 20628591? ago
Feel your pain bro. Similar story here, but things started improving when I started getting up at same time each morning and walking out in nature each day.
Even if your body/mind screaming at you to stay in bed and not to get up and walk .. do it anyway .. good way to start the day.
Still struggling some days/weeks, but on the whole things have improved. Wish you luck bro.