I've been there, but it does get better. Try to find a Meetup group in your area with people who share some interests. You can find game nights, pub crawls, outdoor activities. When I moved to a new city and didn't know anyone it really made a difference. Good luck, hang in there and know that good things are really about to happen. Q is real and Trump is leading us to a much better world. And to be honest, weed might really help your mood. If you are in a place where you can buy it.
Feel your pain bro. Similar story here, but things started improving when I started getting up at same time each morning and walking out in nature each day.
Even if your body/mind screaming at you to stay in bed and not to get up and walk .. do it anyway .. good way to start the day.
Still struggling some days/weeks, but on the whole things have improved. Wish you luck bro.
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Lots of stuff is improving (behind the scene's), but taking some time away to replenish might help you see it, and certainly will re-energize you.
Just a 30 minute meditation session immediately helps to feel revitalized.
If you have spare time and money, maybe take a nice trip to nature?
Or a Peruvian jungle Ayahuasca Shaman session, now that would really be a life changing adventure for sure!
As God says, spend enough time with Him so that He may fill up your spirit entirely.
Which means, find what makes you feel good and gives you energy, and do it long enough. While doing so, the Holy spirit will fill your and re-plentiful your spirit!
Said a prayer for you that you might be able to hear, see, feel and find the way to the life that God has in mind for you!
WWG1WGA
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Wise men seek non-duality to save them from great fear.
Fear will remain until you realize you are not a separate thing that was born and will die, but life itself.
Will add that I'm in upper 70's and have failed catastrophically and recovered more than once.