I've been there, but it does get better. Try to find a Meetup group in your area with people who share some interests. You can find game nights, pub crawls, outdoor activities. When I moved to a new city and didn't know anyone it really made a difference. Good luck, hang in there and know that good things are really about to happen. Q is real and Trump is leading us to a much better world. And to be honest, weed might really help your mood. If you are in a place where you can buy it.
Life is pointless without direction. Having a spiritual base will help you build a life worth living. A lot of people here are suggesting Jesus. I am sure you have heard his message but I am going to guess you have not heard of Cosmotheism. Have a listen to the videos on this website. If you can get past the corny music and graphics, there is an incredible message that might help you get your shit together and live a purposeful life.
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Wise men seek non-duality to save them from great fear.
Fear will remain until you realize you are not a separate thing that was born and will die, but life itself.
Will add that I'm in upper 70's and have failed catastrophically and recovered more than once.