Life is pointless without direction. Having a spiritual base will help you build a life worth living. A lot of people here are suggesting Jesus. I am sure you have heard his message but I am going to guess you have not heard of Cosmotheism. Have a listen to the videos on this website. If you can get past the corny music and graphics, there is an incredible message that might help you get your shit together and live a purposeful life.
I had a similar problem six years ago. Down and out was an understatement as I felt that I had a chemical instability. Since using cannabis, all of that went away and I have been able to regulate my weight. Coming from a guy who could be fine one day and barely make it out of bed the next - cannabis gave me my life back, and in fact removed my anxiety to a point where I now function normally in my job role as a trainer at a very busy company. Working where I’m at now would have been nearly impossible. So look into it.
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Prayer delivered.