[–] 19671334? 1 point 0 points 1 point (+1|-1) ago
Sorry but you are not special, and neither was your experience.
Apophenia (/æpoʊˈfiːniə/) is the tendency to mistakenly perceive connections and meaning between unrelated things.[1] The term (German: Apophänie) was coined by psychiatrist Klaus Conrad in his 1958 publication on the beginning stages of schizophrenia.[2] He defined it as "unmotivated seeing of connections [accompanied by] a specific feeling of abnormal meaningfulness".[3][4] He described the early stages of delusional thought as self-referential, over-interpretations of actual sensory perceptions, as opposed to hallucinations.[1][5]
[–] 19671503? 0 points 3 points 3 points (+3|-0) ago
I know. I was a militant atheist for many years. I know all the arguments and fallacies involved here. I also know you can't use fallacies to create new information, which is what I did in my personal experiments. I asked questions and tested the answers. I also compared those results to statistical likelihood and psychology. My digital library now exceeds 300 books on this subject alone and 5 years of work.
I know that won't convince you, but please do not claim that I came to this conclusion lightly.