Quit meth, morphine, a few others. Having trouble with marijuana and cocaine, they are the most enjoyable to me. Rootlessness made it easy to slip into a degenerate lifestyle, but finding roots makes it imperative to step into the sun.
That said, some psychedelics seem effective for inducing religiously connotative emotional weight to thinking done under the influence, even to atheists. This effective deserves further exploration, but the risk of psychosis is too great. Pervitin can't be beat for dirty work, but it can only be justified when the risk of death is great, as every use will make you noticeably closer to death.
Unless the situation is critical, avoid all drugs (including OTC), no matter how good you think you're reasons are.
No I like it. I like being so fucking angry that I just want to fucking kill every fucking thing I see. Just take all the sadness bottled up inside you and transmute that shit into adrenaline and violence and then express yourself on the next piece of shit that has the poor judgement to incite your berserker rage.
[–] 19072913? ago
Yeah I used to get into this space where I'd keep asking myself; "am I enjoying this because I'm stoned or am I enjoying this because it's truly enjoyable?
Also, after years of smoking dope you stop truly getting high and all you succeed in doing is getting stupid.
Glad I finally quit. I loved being stoned.