[–] 17644559? ago (edited ago)
yeah, it was obvious when you quit giving daily updates.
everyone does
also: that is just the name of the game, it comes with willfully changing yourself (like so much else: if you are too far off in one direction, and overcompensate in the other [like abuse v. abstinence] you are still getting toward some better middle, and at least you have altered some of your habits away from the where you are trying to avoid--do stuff on purpose, and later you will do it without thinking). 'Don't want to sound like too much of a douche, but two steps forward and one step back is still a step in the right direction.
an iron will would be an awesome thing to attain
[–] 17643845? ago
Kill 10 Jews and 5 niggers and you shall be abolished of your sins my child!
[–] 17644379? [S] ago
you have no idea what i went thru, all on my own mind it took me 2 days to get out bed because i barley walk, i couldn't move. otherwise i would dt hard ... then some days 3+ days of no sleep is was really fun.always
I seriously couldn't walk or do anything other than lay flat in my bed for 2 days. OMG the first day i never shook so hard, my whole body i told goat @KatHarzso this is joke kat... I was ready call the police to bring me to a detox place but there was no way i could use a phone. really my tolerance is so low now, i'll begin again
fuck kat, i never shook that hard before, wtf am i doing
https://youtu.be/eH4F1Tdb040
I'll be okay, tomorrow
hope all is well, and i hope i can find happiness, as i hop you hold you hold yours /bow