28 years old and have hit rock bottom, basically found out in the last few months all the people I know are mentally ill and have been lying to me.
best friend/mentor who taught me about norse paganism is married to kike, is straight 1488 has a bunch of ns ink and shit, has five kids with a heeb. Am shattered by this, knew the family for years, did ritual with them, loved them, stuck with them through stupid crazy shit, spent thousands on heeb kids for holidays and presents. Feel like a retard for not recognizing it sooner, she looks like a kike, just always thought she was deformed/ugly irish euromutt
Everyone else lying about some crazy shit, literally buckets of drama all at once, boss fucking me over hard, backstabbed by people at old job. learning about psychology and realizing what fucking wing nuts/retards these people are.
Delete facebook, stop answering calls and texts, everyone knows where I live, nobody comes over.
Been lurking 8ch, doing GMB essentials fitness, Wim Hof breathing every day, day five of 10 minutes cold baths. got a new job that gives me as much overtime as I want, quit pot, cut back heavily on drinking.
am now on day 8 with zero tobacco use, no fap/no porn for 7 days
just deleted all my porn bookmarks and literally felt a twinge of pain in my brain from inner monkey watching object of addiction disappear.
smile at the twinge of pain. Get up to do my gmb, wim hof, gold bath, hit the range.
This is mine "Pocketbook Basic 2" it is very good. 6 inch screen, memory for thousands of books (more than you will need, and you can also fit a micro-SD card for thousands of more books).
Sorry for the shit quality, it is my PC cam. Theres a sleeve that I made myself from an old handbag. And I customized that background image, I thought it's so cool that you can have that image active even when the device is turned off.
I have 200 books, all downloaded for free mostly from b-ok dot xyz, if you donate a few bucks you can get no download limit otherwise its like 10 books a day.
You should check out the IRC method of downloading ebooks for free.
Download IRC Client (I use Hexchat)
Connect to IRCHighway (server address:irc.irchighway.net)
Join channel: #ebooks
Use @search [book title/author name] and the server will send a .txt of all results.
Copy and paste the result you want into the irc chat, should be something along the lines of "@Horla ExampleAuthor - Examplebook.mobi"
May you guys help me out? I’m in tons of distress. My brothers are gay and one of them still lives in the house with us. I’m worried if he has some type of STD/illness/disease/health complication that he can spread to us (like using the same toilet). I’m not saying he has something, but I’m getting tons of thoughts of “what if?” What should I do and how do I know if he has something? How can I voice my concerns to the rest of my family? I’m thinking about using the bathroom in our basement, since he never uses it. I can’t move out and I can’t convince my parents to kick him out (they’re both libertine boomers).
<side note: I read that diseases like STDs can’t live outside the body, which means that you can’t catch them from toilets. Is this true and does this mean I’m safe in any way?
I’m thinking about using the bathroom in our basement, since he never uses it.
Would be a good precaution. Make some shit up about liking it more for privacy if you have to. If you have to talk to your parents about your brother and STDs, don't mention anything about gayness, just talk about how many partners he has and the risks involved.
I think no one mentioned it but :
The Controversy of Zion
by Douglas Reed
very intelligent book wich follow the evolution of jewish till 1960's.
For people who speak french (because i guess there's some here) but you can get the book in english :
La Conjuration Antichretienne
Livre de Henri Delassus
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I'm going to plant a garden this year. It's one of the few self sufficiencies I lack that everyone should know how to do. I'm not even sure if you can use seeds from regular grocery produce or if they are all monsato sterilized.