[–] King_Leopold_II [S] 0 points 2 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago
Glad to hear you're still sober. I'm feeling better everyday. I need to start grocery shopping it's cheaper and healthier than eating fast food like I do.
[–] Chempergrill 0 points 4 points 4 points (+4|-0) ago (edited ago)
Thank you for getting on this, King_Leopold_II.
I failed the challenge last night. Started with craving, thought I could have just 2, then had more. My higher function is half-broken now. Its like I'm learning to handle my alcohol all over again. A couple thoughts:
-There are virtuous and vicious cycles with discipline. Disturbed sleep weakened by ability to resist temptation.
-I had a specific hope that while drunk I would have an insight into a personal dilemma. Did not happen.
I vow to stay within the Challenge parameters today.
[–] King_Leopold_II [S] 0 points 2 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago
Sure thing dude. Just remember you can fail at something, but you're not a failure until you give up. Something that's helped me over the last couple weeks building up to last Saturday/Sunday (where i drank on sat, and went sober on sun) is repeating throughout the day "I love going to sleep sober."
It didn't happen over night and I may yet binge some night, almost did Thursday. I'm working on a submission but I want a little more personnel experience before publishing it.
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[–] King_Leopold_II [S] 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
That's awesome hungir! That's three days in the right direction! And it looks like you have the right mentality. Feel free to pm, I'm may not have a carbon clone of your situation, but i have some work to do in order to fix my life.
[–] EyeOfHorus 0 points 2 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago
They want you compliant.
[–] King_Leopold_II [S] ago
Yep. But, fuck them! I'd tell them to eat a dick but...