0
0

[–] 16731598? ago 

I’ve made progress this past year, but it’s been slow. I make mundane rationalizations for not doing the work. I took a hiatus from here to do some shadow work, only to be drawn back by this thread. Ofc.

No fear, pard. It's a decent time to be back in the game. This won't be going away, take it at your own pace

0
0

[–] 16731597? ago 

Top thanks, guy

My only oath that I’m aware of was to defend the constitution

I'll take you up on that. Since you mentioned it, I try not to look into the eyes of NPCs lest I accidentally invade them. The act of perceiving everything as a unified field was my first high-level initiation into combat.

0
0

[–] 16731603? ago 

lest I accidentally invade them.

Elaborate pls.

first high-level initiation into combat.

The first time I felt it was when I quit smoking. Certain foods or green pills will trigger it. My microcosmic orbit will kick in to high gear and I’ll start “pinging” everything with my “sonar” through the aether. I feels a kin to low doses of psilocybin for lurkers who can’t imagine it.

>>12789537

No fear, take your time

I know.

>>12789601

Magma you say? Pic related was checking merkabanon changing the comet’s trajectory last year on the Super Blood Wolf Moon.

0
0

[–] 16731604? ago 

Elaborate pls.

Well since we're doing this, it's because if I look into someone I can see a whole fuck of a lot, tons of history and childhood loves and fears, all that shit. I don't want to feel those feels for someone I may only glance at once. You know what that does to my RAM? Wastes it, that's what