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It was all very fun for me, ya know at 2-3 years old everything is weird. Meeting an adult that's bald and 8 feet tall is just a thing, all adults look 8 feet tall to a toddler. But thing is, I've always had mature thoughts. I was objectively judgmental of adults, critical of their obvious fuckups, etc. before I could talk. And when I was kicking it on that spacecraft, I felt comfortable. I had the very strong sensation that I'd been working with this individual for a very long time. So long that it was actually a friendship at that point, even though it wasn't intended to be that way at first.
But yeah, that was the first time I heard this talk of contracts but obviously it's stayed with me all this time. My takeaway from the incidents is that I'm so powerful/skilled that Tall Whites actually require my assistance to take care of things they can't do. And that even their estimation of my abilities is still so off that I can easily do things that they say is functionally impossible. I really think I've reached a personal milestone on this little murder monkey rock. I'm different than I was before, improved in every aspect of myself. I suppose that's why I wanted to come here so badly, even though it's far, far below even my lowest possible baseline state.
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It was all very fun for me, ya know at 2-3 years old everything is weird. Meeting an adult that's bald and 8 feet tall is just a thing, all adults look 8 feet tall to a toddler. But thing is, I've always had mature thoughts. I was objectively judgmental of adults, critical of their obvious fuckups, etc. before I could talk. And when I was kicking it on that spacecraft, I felt comfortable. I had the very strong sensation that I'd been working with this individual for a very long time. So long that it was actually a friendship at that point, even though it wasn't intended to be that way at first.
But yeah, that was the first time I heard this talk of contracts but obviously it's stayed with me all this time. My takeaway from the incidents is that I'm so powerful/skilled that Tall Whites actually require my assistance to take care of things they can't do. And that even their estimation of my abilities is still so off that I can easily do things that they say is functionally impossible. I really think I've reached a personal milestone on this little murder monkey rock. I'm different than I was before, improved in every aspect of myself. I suppose that's why I wanted to come here so badly, even though it's far, far below even my lowest possible baseline state.
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donald marshall confirmed