I've taught myself single/multivariable calculus and studied about half of the coursework associated with the CAS Exam 1 and/or SOA Exam P (actuarial probability) using ACTEX manuals. I also studied calculus-based physics on my own (Griffith's Introduction for QM and ED).
Because you're a delusional retard grasping at straws? Try harder, kike.
I moved cities just a couple of months ago (Dallas now) but yeah, I was in Houston for over two decades.
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>>12710024
this was my case aswell, but they really hammered it home in early high school. I was able to do the math reasonably well in my head but they wouln't accept it without work on paper, I said "FUCK YOU" and eventually quit trying, and even trying to get as bad a score as possible by circling every question on a test in 2 second and saying DONE, they killed my creative ability and I will never forgive them for that treachery.
[–] 16354954? ago
I really hate to say this but…they killed my love of math also. Same way, by forcing me to write down every fucking number even if the operation was just "add 2" or whatever. Tell you what guys, want to do something fun and educational? I was just thinking about this. Let's have maths threads where we can rediscover the joy of it. Remember, math is just a language we can use to describe the world precisely! Niggers will never be able to decode our magical language. I know that equations can be fun. Keeping everything in a nice tight spiral with mathematics and macrobes and kike conspiracies, I hear that John Dee has some particularly interesting stuff. Never looked into it myself.
Maths threads soon? I'll participate. Just need someone with more understanding to start it off. Maybe something like discovering the mathematics of a natural process, like a waterfall or a tree growing. Something very NatSoc, Nature the ultimate fascist and all that.
>>12715126
Whatever then, plead for someone else to save you like a faggot, that's why cristcuck, despite being an /int/nigger meem has stuck around. Imagine begging for someone else to save you, imagine BELIEVING that you are completely unworthy and incapable, and only some martyr from 2000 years ago can save you now. It's your life, but don't expect any of us to come fill the role your named deity and your pious niggers won't.
[–] 16415664? ago
/pol/ has dissapointed me greatly over the years, it seems mainstream /pol/tard is just another strand of normalfag christcuck, just with a cherry of counter-semitism on top. Approaching truth but clinging to the (((bible))) and other such bullshittery is counter-intuitive to me. There HAS to be something beyond. Something that has no care for angry semite godlings. Something so glorious it would fill your soul with the light of a thousand suns if only you could see it for a second. Something that is deeply ingrained in our reality, in our creation. Something that is not fucking semitic to the core.
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>>12715196
>>12715592
>>12715592
OK, I am in. I went through something very similar when I was a child at school on math classes too.
I would much like to rediscover the joy of it. Not that I consider myself too intelligent or something. But I most certainly wanna try.
Also don't reply to obvious baits. For months now almost all /pol/s on the net are under heavy shilling and derailing. If it is obvious shill just ignore, filter etc and stick to constructive things on matters you are talking about.
[–] 16354969? ago
I want to just cycle back around to this idea of
MATHS THREADS
That I think might have gotten buried under a spam of either /intl/ or /christian/ bullshit funny how one really can't tell them apart. I think that we must have a maths nerd hanging around who will share his autistic glory with us
>>12715188 (kek'd)
Please filter him, his plan is to bury the thread in semitic bullshit no matter how you slice it.
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The Kike reveals his true colors. Is it not strange that we could go an entire thread with discussion but the moment I bring up our Lord Jesus Christ 1000 shills come out the woodworks?
[–] 16354948? ago
For me it happened when I was forced to move in the 2nd grade and in the new school they were teaching things far above what I had previously learned.
I had nowhere to start and nobody helped me. My Dad was a drunk so he didn't give 2 shits about getting my caught up. That's where it all began.