You have been deceived and are controlled by the devil. Joseph Smith took the signs and tokens and exact words of the endowment from the masons. You have to perform mental gymnastics in the same fashion as the liberals and you are no different. Keep listening to your authority figure, the left will keep listening to theirs. In the mean time true followers of Christ will think for themselves.
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The Masonic signs and tokens aren’t the same. “Did Joseph Smith reinvent the temple by putting all the fragments—Jewish, Orthodox, Masonic, Gnostic, Hindu, Egyptian, and so forth—together again? No, that is not how it is done. Very few of the fragments were available in his day, and the job of putting them together was begun, as we have seen, only in the latter half of the nineteenth century. Even when they are available, those poor fragments do not come together of themselves to make a whole; to this day the scholars who collect them do not know what to make of them” -Elder Nelson https://www.lds.org/ensign/2007/02/why-symbols?lang=eng&_r=1