[–] clamhurt_legbeard ago (edited ago)
Colleges are a waste of money. I'd say skip it. Do a trade school, if you're inclined to take classes.
Also, I'd say never talk to your evil mother again.
Good job ditching the alcohol before it became a problem.
Hopefully you ditched the prescription, too.
Good luck.
[–] Orfion ago
You are depressed. Seek counseling. There's nothing wrong with seeking medical help.