God sends strong delusions to the unbeliever to keep you out of our hair. I plant a seed, I move on. I'm not here to drag you kicking in screaming into heaven.
I wonder if God actually hates me sometimes. You? I NEVER hear from him directly, even just to see if he hates me? I pray for death. I don't get it. Still I study. I'm NOT trying to con God, but maybe I just have no clue what sincerity IS? I try and I try. Since I was saved, my life has been turned upside down. I see evil where I didn't before, and goodness where I thought evil WAS before!
I wish I were dead. Either way, God hates me, or God loves me....seems like I'm so insignificant, there should be NO problem...an insignificant IMPROVEMENT in the universe in fact. I don't get it. God wants me humble. I'm HUMBLE. I'm an IDIOT. I don't GET it. I just want ETERNAL PEACE! Let's get started!
[–] thebearfromstartrack ago
God sends strong delusions to the unbeliever to keep you out of our hair. I plant a seed, I move on. I'm not here to drag you kicking in screaming into heaven.
[–] eucalyptus_spearmint ago
I don't need your help to get there. Jesus saves, not you.
[–] thebearfromstartrack ago
I wonder if God actually hates me sometimes. You? I NEVER hear from him directly, even just to see if he hates me? I pray for death. I don't get it. Still I study. I'm NOT trying to con God, but maybe I just have no clue what sincerity IS? I try and I try. Since I was saved, my life has been turned upside down. I see evil where I didn't before, and goodness where I thought evil WAS before!
I wish I were dead. Either way, God hates me, or God loves me....seems like I'm so insignificant, there should be NO problem...an insignificant IMPROVEMENT in the universe in fact. I don't get it. God wants me humble. I'm HUMBLE. I'm an IDIOT. I don't GET it. I just want ETERNAL PEACE! Let's get started!