[–] 10750201? [S] 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
Yeah, I confess a tendency to sorta... fetishize men in the armed forces, too. I think that is easy to do /: I don't blame you. After I learned about PTSD, I don't feel the same about it at all. That sounds really difficult, I'm sorry. It's so hard for a woman to move past a man in her life -- that's one thing I know personally.
I have a fear that he's fucked me up too much to really ever be marriage quality again, so I figure if I start working on my outward appearance and embrace my femininity again that maybe that'll help heal the shit inside?
I can understand. You seem bold and resilient, though! (: It would be hard for most women to move on, but I sense a special tenacity in you. You can and will do it!!!
I think you're spot on. Mind and body are inextricable. Bi-directional effects; improving one has to also improve the other.
What do you wish to improve about your experience?
Love dat older man (; Sounds like good set of criteria to me. Hiking clubs?
[–] 10750271? 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
Got some damn good national parks around where I live, might definitely start looking into hiking clubs... didn't even think about that. Good idea. :D
What do I wish to improve about my experience? Honestly I don't know! Don't even know where to begin. I'll figure something out.