I have been feeling guilty for neglecting :) I enjoy ogling at pretty men, gives me motivation to keep improving myself and then to start considering marrying again to a good man and make babies with.
start considering marrying again to a good man and make babies with.
Heh, I bet the postings on this site are helping sway you, eh? (: That is a good goal, methinks.
What kinda man do you seek? What's your criteria in terms of personality and physical appearance, etc?
Criteria is pretty much to not be like my ex-husband. I got so blinded by love and the fact that he is a Marine, I ignored every red flag about him - selfish, childish, incapable of taking responsibility, expects the world to owe him "something", quick to anger, violent though never towards me, incapable of maintaining a steady job, probably incapable of truly loving another. I have a fear that he's fucked me up too much to really ever be marriage quality again, so I figure if I start working on my outward appearance and embrace my femininity again that maybe that'll help heal the shit inside?
If I were to look for a man, definitely older than me by at least five years and active as much as I am cuz I need to be active or else I'm going to go full blown crazy. I need my hiking! He doesn't have to be fucking prince charming, ya know? Just a good heart, and most likely share similar religious beliefs as mine.
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No guiltz, pls! Oh yeah, I totally get that.
Heh, I bet the postings on this site are helping sway you, eh? (: That is a good goal, methinks.
What kinda man do you seek? What's your criteria in terms of personality and physical appearance, etc?
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Criteria is pretty much to not be like my ex-husband. I got so blinded by love and the fact that he is a Marine, I ignored every red flag about him - selfish, childish, incapable of taking responsibility, expects the world to owe him "something", quick to anger, violent though never towards me, incapable of maintaining a steady job, probably incapable of truly loving another. I have a fear that he's fucked me up too much to really ever be marriage quality again, so I figure if I start working on my outward appearance and embrace my femininity again that maybe that'll help heal the shit inside?
If I were to look for a man, definitely older than me by at least five years and active as much as I am cuz I need to be active or else I'm going to go full blown crazy. I need my hiking! He doesn't have to be fucking prince charming, ya know? Just a good heart, and most likely share similar religious beliefs as mine.