[–] la_fupacabra ago
Hi, we have similar stats and while I understand completely how you feel, I can guarantee you aren't fat. I'm 5'7, 127, and everyone tells me how skinny I am constantly and yet I can't see it. I just obsess over the last 5-10lbs I want to lose, if I have fat spilling out of my clothes, etc. I mean, I weigh myself 3-5x a day to make sure I'm not gaining weight, etc. However this isn't healthy. Standing in front of a mirror and wanting to cut off parts of your body isn't healthy, nor is obsessively measuring yourself. We should both work on that if possible, I think. I do hope you feel better though. If you ever need someone to talk to you can message me!
I am so sorry that you had to experience that this morning. I am upset for you.
I know the knee-jerk reaction is to restrict. I would like to encourage you to stay strong and resist that urge.
Please do not restrict any further.
You need to stick to a proper caloric intake (healthy foods good macros I'm sure you know what you are doing there😊) in order to heal properly from your ongoing medical problems.
Please do not let a chance encounter (as triggering as it was) to jeopardize your health.
internet hugs
[–] shezbot 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
I don't know if this helps or not.
I lost more weight than I currently weigh, in about 18 months (2014-2015) and am now in maintenance. I was diagnosed with anorexia (not self diagnosed, diagnosed by both my therapist and psychiatrist) in January. More recently, they have added exercise addiction and body dysmorphic disorder. I still see myself as being twice as big as I currently am. I see women that are much bigger than I am and I think I'm the same size. And like you, I know my weight, I know my measurements (30-23-34) and I know what size I wear. It doesn't matter. Seeing some fucking cow makes me push myself harder and not always in a healthy way. I don't trust the mirror or photographs.
All I can say is that you are not alone.
[–] CakeTrap 0 points 3 points 3 points (+3|-0) ago
I adored Taiwan when I visited! It's a beautiful country. Just take it easy, you don't want to hurt yourself more. We all need to prioritize rest over exercise in some circumstances. You know what you can eat to maintain your weight. And Piggy 1 was just saying that in her mind, she's just as thin as you are- a delusion that obviously gets washed away when the circumference of an umbrella isn't enough to cover their damn stomachs.
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[–] GainsGoblinGoebbels 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago (edited ago)
Depending on the filling it could be more. Just the dumpling wrappers themselves range from 30 - 40 apiece at times. If we're talking 80/20 ground pork or beef, could easily be pushing between 90 - 120 apiece. And let's not get started on the sugary dipping sauces and sesame oil...
[–] LitteExtra 0 points 2 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago
What on Earth can eat 30 dumplings in one sitting?
I remember that my grandma would make thirty dumplings to feed our family of six.
[–] theepilepticferret 0 points 4 points 4 points (+4|-0) ago
You're almost the exact same height and measurements as me :)
[–] Isbutteracarb 0 points 4 points 4 points (+4|-0) ago
Were they talking thinking that you couldn't understand them? Within earshot? Fucking classless, sorry shitlady fuck those stupid jealous hams. Yeah I'm sure they feel just like you HA in their dreams... Or food induced comas.