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[–] maliblue ago 

We have nearly the same measurements, and your BMI is perfectly fine. You're nothing close to those landwhales! Don't let their own delusions affect you.

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[–] shezbot 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

I don't know if this helps or not.

I lost more weight than I currently weigh, in about 18 months (2014-2015) and am now in maintenance. I was diagnosed with anorexia (not self diagnosed, diagnosed by both my therapist and psychiatrist) in January. More recently, they have added exercise addiction and body dysmorphic disorder. I still see myself as being twice as big as I currently am. I see women that are much bigger than I am and I think I'm the same size. And like you, I know my weight, I know my measurements (30-23-34) and I know what size I wear. It doesn't matter. Seeing some fucking cow makes me push myself harder and not always in a healthy way. I don't trust the mirror or photographs.

All I can say is that you are not alone.

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[–] la_fupacabra ago 

Hi, we have similar stats and while I understand completely how you feel, I can guarantee you aren't fat. I'm 5'7, 127, and everyone tells me how skinny I am constantly and yet I can't see it. I just obsess over the last 5-10lbs I want to lose, if I have fat spilling out of my clothes, etc. I mean, I weigh myself 3-5x a day to make sure I'm not gaining weight, etc. However this isn't healthy. Standing in front of a mirror and wanting to cut off parts of your body isn't healthy, nor is obsessively measuring yourself. We should both work on that if possible, I think. I do hope you feel better though. If you ever need someone to talk to you can message me!