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[–] 5450251? 1 point -1 points (+0|-1) ago 

Part of you doesn't and that's why you wrote this. I am hereby ORDERING you to go to the ER and ask to speak to the Psychiatric Triage Nurse and tell her what's going on tonight. You might even see a doctor tonight. Don't feel bad about that - the world shall just have to do without you for a bit while you go take care of yourself, it'll still be there when you return.

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[–] 5450358? ago  (edited ago)

I know how you feel. I'm over 30 and have no money(job), no education and no transportation. In order to get any one of those things, I need at least one of the other things. My parents took me out of school when I was little and didn't teach me anything in "home school" so now I'm basically fucked. I hope at some point I can gather up enough guts to kill myself. Either through starvation/dehydration or perhaps Tylenol.

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[–] 5452475? ago 

At least do an act of terror and get killed by swat. You could kill members of your government.

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[–] 5449394? 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

How? What are you going to use to off yourself? Do you have a gun? Have you thought about the best way to make sure that your cranial cavity is effectively evacuated? Do you have pills? Because pills only have a 2% success rate, so you're going to need to mix a nasty cocktail. Do you have a knife? Knives also have a poor success rate, but you'll have a better chance by remembering this: down the road, not across the street.

I used to work with suicides. The people who really wanted to do it? You're usually stepping over them the next day; not reading about how they want to off themselves. Go talk to somebody, bud... a real counselor, and not some internet anon. Get some happy pills like everyone else.

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[–] 5449528? [S] 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago 

When/if I make the leap from "I want to" to "I'm going to" I'd go and buy a gun.

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[–] 5449571? 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

Shotgun is your best bet, then. Ball rounds can actually travel over the skull, under the scalp, and even wadcutters or hollow-points can fail to have enough of a cavitational effect over such a short distance, but 00-buck is pretty much guaranteed to leave you no brain stem for them to hook up to life support.

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[–] 5450560? ago 

Do an hero!

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