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[–] 5449521? [S] 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

I don't have the motivation to work out, the medication I've tried hasn't worked (3 different medications), there's not much to nerd out over that excites me. VR is expensive and I don't have the money. Space travel would require me to weigh 50-80 pounds less than I do. The apocalypse would be welcome, really.

As for bars and alcohol, I'm underage for another year. A kid is too much for 20 year old me who still lives at home. Europe? I actually might want to drop everything and go travel, but that takes a lot of willpower I don't feel I have.

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[–] 5465780? ago 

Exercise helps. I've generally always been a lazy fuck but I had my warehouse job to keep me active. Once I no longer did that I eventually started a 5x5 weightlifting program that really helped boost my spirits and motivation. Plus being a functional alcoholic helps.

At least wait until your past 25. That's where the most growth happens and you start becoming who you are. Find a career that makes money, no matter how shitty it is and you can fund whatever silly shit you want.

Or get a warehouse job as a packer, aim for the job no one wants and kick it's ass. Every single co-worker is going to try to fuck your shit up, but look them in the eye and think "oh no... I'm the one who fucks shit up." that's what clicked for me. Loved my warehouse jobs.

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[–] 5450780? ago 

Maybe the medication is messing you up. Tell your doctor, it may be better to not take it.